As if I didn't have enough on my plate I signed up for an Open University course last year when I was doing really well, and it was due to start in February this year. However I was having an unstable period at that point so I deferred it until October. I have just finished my first essay tonight and am immensly proud of myself. However I am living in backwards days at the moment, when I am awake all night and want to sleep through the day. However with my daughters around I need to try and get the normal pattern back so I can cope with them.