HELLO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hello! I am Lisa and I live with the diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder. I am 32 and am taking each day one day at a time. I am taking meds, venlafaxine and lorazepam, and am struggling to keep my life on a level at the moment. I feel as if I am on an emotional rollercoaster each day, and can be manic or suicidal within hours of each other. When I am manic I am invincible, I can do anything, when I am suicidal I just want to disappear.